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Another Monday
Not just another Monday In fact, since Ava passed 18 months ago this is the 5th Monday the 11th… 9/11/17 – My heart shattered, unmendable. 12/11/17 – I didn’t want to go on,…
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Bound
White white snow coming down building deep all around. Grey grey skies far and wide no sunshine to be found. Blue blue heart beyond repair falling tears make no sound. Black black room…
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Frozen
Frozen in time Frozen in heart Frozen in mind When you died the clock stopped in my world. In my heart and mind, no time could exist without you. No mother’s heart should…
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10 years ago…
And to think I thought this day 10 years ago was the worst… January 28, 2009 My hands are shaking really bad as I type this so please forgive me. We got REALLy…
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New Year New View
I vividly remember the sadness of last New Year’s Eve. The painful acknowledgment that this would be the first year no new memories with Ava would exist. Ava LIVED in 2017 and…
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470 nights…
We would be honored if you would join us in lighting a candle in Ava’s honor on the 24th and/or the 25th and sharing it with us on social media. I have created…
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The Aftermath
The holidays are not happy times for everyone. These days can be very painful for those grieving. Like riding the waves of a storm some days seem normal. Going through the motions and…
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Wellness Wednesday – Blessed not Stressed
The hustle and bustle of holidays, has me feeling blue. I am pushing through, but my emotional meter has plateaued. I am officially in survival mode and desperately seeking ways to feel blessed…
